just sent out the email

i just emailed the YJOLT body asking for interest in being an officer next year. sending it produced a very strong emotional reaction in me. i am pretty sure we're going to have a good crew of officers involved next year, but this organization is something that i've been running pretty hands-on for the last year, and i've put a lot of myself into it. i'll stay involved with the WPS, i'm sure. but still, it's kinda hard for me to think about transferring control. i feel sad and slightly worried - not that the next EIC won't be terrific, but that i've somehow messed things up in a way that hasn't been discovered yet, or that the changes i've made won't work out in the long run. the new website might not work out, the WPS might not get any submissions or might not get any comments, i might not have made the right publication offers at the right times, i might not have done enough recruiting and we might not get enough 1L's next year, etc. all the things that might go wrong... and i won't be there to help fix them... i can't just set it aside and not care any more, that's not who i am...